I found you
on a blue evening
when the earth had no idea
of its colour
the trees shook with discontent
they knew not which shade
with which they would wake.
I found dark roots in your hair
below a navy night
when the roots of the trees rattled
beneath the banks
and sent shoots from below the paving.
I found shoots in my chest
they crept from my nose
one night
I have never been as ill.
I found blonde buds
in my blood
they clotted in my throat
one night
I have never been as ill.
I found your scent
in my eye
when I washed my face
in the basin
and the rose water burned my corneas
I have seen you ever since
never have you seen me.
I found sickness
in a little dark-haired buzzard
with a shabby coat of feathers
grey, tattered ribbons in its eyes
it sank like a pebble
in a brook
from his perch.
I found nothing
in the promise of time
a slack, fraid rope
that could have fallen from the starry, starry skies
had they been starry
at all.